Etrnl Storm

There are many things in this life that I do not understand, such as blacks not being being black, most are brown, a minority of them are truly black in color. Secondly in why when people are dead, they are dead. Why is it that life functions stop: and Why does the mind essentially disapear? What happens when a person dies? Then does the mind join the life functions, is it but an action of an organism or is it spirtually converge with another plane. Speaking more of life now, why are some people rich and some people not? Why are some economically and socially challenged? Just like our paternal insticts make us instantlly crave and protect younger members of species, many cute litte baby animals and young children are adored and cared for. I have a theory that we have a superiority instinct, as in a bully, we feel that we need to make another living thing feel lower, inferior, to thus prove our worth and such. Control, Love, and comfort are the things that a human need to stay sane. Rape victims lose control of their sitiuation and thus deprive thier brain of much needed stimulation, as in case many rape or abuse victims tend to go off a bit. Love is lost, gained, wanted, and stolen. Stalkers exist because their mind craves the perfect love a love that which can not exist. Comfort, food, bed, cleanliness, work. We also have another craving, pain. WHich in fact answers one of my questions; Why do people hurt themselves and others subconsiously or otherwise? I find that in pain we find relief, first stage is the fact that we have control and can submit wholly to one thing, pain, second stage is relief. In music a note alone is not enjoyed, put many notes together and you find a mind stimulating enjoymen method; Why? To answer this think this way without reward a job or life is pointless, one note without another is just noise, good without evil is insane, and pleasure without pain is infuriating. Rich kids act out rebel and get themselves into painful situations because their life was deprived of it. Some cutters may do so because they have become insensitised, numb, to the pain other human beings cause them. I do not understand how humans can enforce laws and moral compasses apon every being? A human should be able to act humanly, and like it or not. The root of humanity is murder, gory and unmerciful, a life, full of work to stay alive, and the small pleasures, usually considered sins among the "Civilized Folk." I do not understand our resistance to our animal instincts, a vampire that does feed on humans, a tame leopard or any wildcat, a being who resists is denying a part of their existance, and that is Trully crazy-making!